starting school

Well, I am starting back up. I have one of my classes starting next week. I am not sure why I am so nervous to start back up.  I mean I have taken classes I think know that I need to do good in the classes to get into the program I want and with having three children I seem to have "mommy" brain more than ever.   Luckily I have Scott who can proof read my work before I send it so that he can fix all the millions of mistakes I make. 

I don't know if I have wrote about it but I have made a couple friends in my ward that I know would be there for me anytime.  I know I would never call them but I know they are here if I needed them.   When we haven't seen each other they tell me they miss talking to me.  It is nice to have people notice when you aren't around.  So I am not feeling so alone.

I think I am feeling better in some ways because I have been getting out of the house a little bit.  Joy school starts back up next week.  Soccer will start for Melly and Madders probably. Next month some time.   I just feel more productive in my life. Also I am trying to eat Healthier which I know always helps me feel happy and in a better mood. 

Life is starting to look up and my depression seems to be fading away. I sure hope it stays this way and lets hope that I can keep the information in my head!