Thursday, September 22, 2005
AHHHHHH....
I have so much homework due this week and I need to get ahead so that I do not miss anything when baby decides to come. I need to finish the room. I need to finish the paperwork stuff for the stupid hospital that I do not want to go to. I am getting so sick of people seeing me and saying "no baby?" Cant they still tell I am pregnant or are they blind? My mother said that yesterday and I went off on her because I got it all day when I was home teaching. I don't feel well either. STOP asking. In a little over a week it will all be over though! Hormones I can not wait to be gone. I will be able to sleep without waking up to go pee. I will instead have to wake up for Madison(as long as she is a girl) or baby Hayden... We shall see! I just finished my Health care homework that was due today! I have a Journal for history due tomorrow that I do not understand how to do and it is freaking me out. Scott said he will help me with it tonight since he is the history geek! I am hoping Monday at the doctor they have good news for me they never really seem to tell me anything and I am getting really upset with them and that is adding to my stress. The practice Goodman and partridge have now is to big and so you do not even get to know your doctors at all. They have 6 Doctors there and I have only met two and so I am not going to know who is delivering my baby which is making me worry. I know my mom and dad want to be in there when she is born but I really don't want them to be. scotts mom probably wants to But I just want to be with my husband unless he passes out because he is not good with things like that. I need a break from worry...
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I hope that everything goes well for you, I remember those nerves when I had Wyatt. My mother in law rushed to the hostpital as soon as she knew I was in labor and she sat there and stared at me all night. It was horrible. But I was so stupid and just didn't say hey I'd really like to be alone. And the funniest part is as soon as she left I had him. Don't forget it's such a personal thing- if you don't want to share that moment with the whole world don't, its the one time in your life you don't have to be polite, and you have a good excuse. It should be just your and his time if that's the way you want it. I wish you the best.
AH bri- I am so sorry that you are feelign this way! I mean I know how you feel (wanting it to be OVER!) It doesn't matter who you see in the office- they won't deliver the baby Joe Blo will. Another reason I wanted a midwife.
If you don't want them all there- tell them so! Come on you can do it!
I am sure that most of them will gladly sit in the waiting room, Mom wants to be there- but dad will sit out (must say he is better support- Sorry mom!)
We won't come until you call and say you had her, unless you want!
As for his mom- have you told Scott that you do NOT want his mom there? Have you said you really only want him there, because it might make him feel really special, and he could stand up for you when everyone is trying to "visit" another thing- you can tell the nurses you don't want visitors. Starla did, so they don't let anyone back there, without your explicit permission.
You are going to do fine. You can call me anytime- if you need to complain about it all. I have TOTALLY been there before!
LOVE YOU!
Labor is not a spectator sport! The first time around I did wish my mom was in the room or rather that I knew that I had rights. I didn't need to lie down and be hooked up to monitors and that I could go for walks. I left all my stuff in the car thinking they were going to let me keep moving around when I got there. Good thing the whole thing was 3 hours or else I would have gone mad or else my toes would have froze off since my socks where left in the car! Good luck to you! That point in labor where you think you can't take it anymore - it's almost over!
OH yeah! TOTALLY DO NOT FORGET SOCKS! (slipper socks are the best!) I'll buy you some pretty ones!
I hate cold hospital feet! And if you end up with an epidural, you WILL shiver uncontrollably! And you will probably be COLD, ask for warm blankets! But mostly remember we are all rooting for you- and praying for you!
(I wrote "rotting for you" and when I reread this it struck me as very funny!)
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